I'm sorry you had to do it this way .. I had to save our relationship .. I love you .. I love you but I must do it this way .. I know this is annoying you .. I know you will be sad .. I know you will be sick .. I know you will get hurt .. I'm sorry my dear .. I'm sorry forgive me .. I do not mean to make you this way .. I'm bad .. I am not worthy to have you and not worth held by you .. You have to find someone who will be happy you .. that will make you smile and always laughing .. not like me who only know how to make you cry and be sad .. please understand .. but I still love you until the end of breath .. I love you ..